Cigarette daydreams (Shemale+male, story focused, big cock) CHAP. 7 - 7/1/16

Story by wiloh95

Hello everyone!

This is my first story ever written so expect a bunch of spelling and grammatical errors (English isn't my first language).

This also means that I would love any kind of feedback so I can improve on my writing.

Like the tags said, this will be more focused on story rather than sex. There will of course be sex in later chapters but I wanted to try going with a slow buildup with this project.

Feel free to contact me on wiloh95@gmail.com as well.

Cigarette daydreams (everything in this story is a working title :P)

School life didn’t turn out the way Henrik would have hoped, before he started high school he always imagined that he’d get to know the girls in his class, he’d go to parties on weekends, get drunk and perhaps end up with a one night stand.

He had always thought that things like getting a girlfriend and having sex just came automatically with age. He now realized just how naïve he’d been.

His school life now was pretty much the same as it was in middle school, but now he didn’t even talk to the girl in his class at all, unless they had a group assignment or something.

He wasn’t really bullied or alone, I mean he had friends in his class. Well, sort of friends. They’d talk during recess and eat lunch together, maybe play some games together over skype on the weekends, but he pretty much never visited them or actually talked about stuff like girlfriends or…… whatever he imagined normal boys talked about with each other.

Maybe he is normal, he thought to himself. Maybe most guys don’t actually talk about this kind of stuff with each other. He might have been watching too many teenage movies he thought.

But he couldn’t deny that he sometimes felt lonely and that he had no one to talk about when it came to some more deep stuff and actual emotions. Henrik often thought about his future in life.

What would his profession be when he was 40 years old? Would he own a house? Would he be married? Have kids? Would he be absolutely miserable every morning he went to work and then come home to a loveless marriage which he was stuck in because of his kids?

While he often thought about such things he was also a pretty optimistic person, whenever there was any uncertainty or worry about anything he would just think that everything will turn out well in the end, and if it didn’t……. well he’d just have to deal with that then.

While Henrik wanted a girlfriend he also didn’t really care to put any effort into getting one, he was interested in computers and videogames like most other boys his age, yet he struggled so much more when it came to talking to girls. He was terrible at small talk and could usually only strike up a good conversation if it was about said interests, which meant very rarely.

He wasn’t overly fond of drinking. He enjoyed getting buzzed but didn’t really like the taste of alcohol and let’s not kid ourselves, drinking alone isn’t fun at that age. All in all I guess you could file him under “normal” and he was okay with being normal even though deep inside him he longed for change in his life.

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It was July and Henrik had turned 18 two month ago, which meant he could now legally buy stronger alcohol. But most of his classmates had already had their birthdays so he wasn’t really going to run errands for other classmates whenever they wanted to get ahold of some liquor.

But still he found himself standing in line with two six packs of beer and some cider which he was planning on consuming that night. One of his buddies was turning eighteen and his parents were out of town, so he decided to throw a party and invite everyone in class.

While Henrik didn’t usually enjoy parties (mostly because he ended up alone in a corner with his drink) he didn’t dislike them either. Parties were kind of hit or miss with him. Either you get drunk and get in a really good mood with some friends, you start talking about some deep issues in society and it feels like some real change could be made to his country of only someone had recorded their conversation. You might al

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