Self-esteem problems.

Story by lolp

Hey everyone! After my first story which to me felt like an absolute disaster I've decided to try this thing again because of my passion for writhing. This time I put more detail and effort into it with my new-found experience in the non-erotica kind of writhing. I still encounter problems trying to get used to it which can be seen by my rather repetitive use-age of words and pacing.

The story is about a futanari girl named Chloe who by her friends is revered as a goddess because of her looks. Even through that she still has a really low self-esteem because of her.. well.. find out for yourself!

Tags for Part 1: futa, masturbation, excess cum (Not that much), phimosis, smegma eating.

Part 1 Slowly opening her eyes Chloe was greeted by a sun so bright she immediately closed her eyes again. Her laziness from the night before had caused her to not close the curtains, a stupid mistake. Now opening her eyes slower than before to give them time to adjust to the circumstance she had finally managed to open up both of them. With a loud yawn she proceeds to get out of her soft cushiony bed, described by her as blasphemy. Now sitting down on the side of her bed she notices the bulge in her underwear. ‘Guess I’d better get rid of that then.’ Was the first thing that came out of her mouth that morning. Living alone has enabled her to do whatever she wants, whenever she wants. This includes masturbatory practices which were a common part of her day. Deciding to do just that Chloe took a fresh batch of clothes from her closet and went over to the shower room where she was greeted by a rather hot feeling. Her shower was at the exact side of the house where her bedroom was, the side where the sun was pointed at during daytime. That and the almost complete lack of ventilation created said hot feeling which was rather pleasant for short periods of time. Wasting no time Chloe took off her clothes. First was the sticky sleeping shirt that was getting too small for her ever expanding boobs. Then came her underwear, which was already too small for her futanari cock, especially with her impressive balls. Yes, Chloe was a futanari. A girl with a dick so to speak. They've been a common sight for over a century, even having their sex marked on their credit cards, ID cards, etc. as Fu.

Stepping naked in front of her body sized mirror made her feel proud about her body as it was amazing even though she never exercises. She was 19 years old, a solid 6 feet 5 tall, had light skin with a slight hint of a tan, incredible DD breasts, large, firm ass cheeks and amazingly well defined muscles that were smooth, hard and still very feminine. Let’s not forget about the 8 inch meat pole she had between her legs that had nearly 3 inches of girth. There was one thing, however, that was completely obvious once she stripped down: She had a case of phimosis. A condition that caused her cock to be heavily wrapped in foreskin, whether hard or not. Most men/futanari who had this saw it as a curse, but not Chloe. She explored it, played with it, loved it! So much so that she frequently smells and eats the filth that would be stored within it. And there was plenty of it due to her cock making way more pre-cum then it should. Chloe’s best guess as to why this happens was due to her glans never being exposed for more than 5 minutes, making it almost hypersensitive. That combined with the constant rubbing inside of her underwear would make for messy, smelly stains and generous amounts of cheese. Paired with her cock are her balls that are quite a bit bigger than average and so capable of producing impressive loads. Underneath these dangling plums was her vagina which after all other accounts could be described as the perfect average.

Chloe looked up at her face giving her that exact same feeling of pride. Her deep blue eyes, long black hair and well-formed bone structure was nothing short of perfection. Even through all that she still felt heavily insecure about her body because of her filthy cock. After all it was a stark contrast from her goddess body and facial design. Yes, she did love it in a perverted sense, but she always had the exact same question lingering about in her head: ‘’What would someone think of me when they saw it?’’ Due to this lingering insecurity she had always remained single even after tens, no, hundreds of people asking her out, female, futanari and male. They all knew she was a futanari, but did they know she was such a perverted one? Obviously the answer was no since from the outside she looked like the perfect image of god, it was what is hidden that would gross them out.

This morning Chloe woke up with the sudden determination to feel as clean as she could, meaning that instead of ending with one she would start with some good old fashion masturbation to avoid as much as a mess as she could.

In the guise of her full-fledged determination she grabbed her r

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